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soft-hearted ((:
Basket!!!this is the 3rd time im typing this damn entry.
everytime i type half way, the stupid netscape will hang on me.
stupid programme.
as i was saying,
it seem like 10 million years since i last blogged.
been rather lazy to blog lately.
everytime i wanted to blog, there is something
else i need to do, and finally when im done with it,
i will totally forget about it.
yes i have STM. [short-term memory] lolx.
so pardon me ppl.
i found out something about myself.
i am someone who is rather soft hearted.
i can seem to be really mean with my words and actions
but inside me, i mean no harm and i can be really soft.
so after all, being in a relationship,
isnt that bad, it helped me discover more about myself.
my characters especially, and i found out that i am a
very patient person too.
and i can very understanding towards people and
things around me. so ya.
and something bad that i found out is that,
i tend to think alot and sometimes
i can be emo after i think too much.
lolx
but i usually try not to think about it
and usually think in a postive side of it.
so ya.
but no worries.
im still the cheerful, crazy vanessa that everyone knows
so yeah.
i just love being myself.
lol.
i do not know why some ppl tend to have spilt characters.
why cant they just be themselve ?
what is wrong being themselve ?
ohwell.
maybe that's what the world is make up off.
different kind of ppl.
which make it a unique place.
ohwell.
yesterday nitex met up with lingy and min.
my gosh.
been so long since i last sat down with them
and had a good chat.
we went to have steamboat dinner together.
and we were as usual, crapping the whole dinner.
it just make us feel like old times when we just sit down and
bitch about ppl and also crap everything understand the sun.
i really miss them heap loads.
they really rox my world ((:
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he is not feeling well.
so i sent him home yesterday.
he can be so stubbon at times.
sick still insist of going for the amazing race today.
but after all they won, so i think he did not regret it.
but after all, health is more important.
was rather worried for him the whole of today.
till he sms me and told me they got third.
so ya.
but after that, his fever came back.
wanted to go over his place to see him,
but i couldnt, coz i had youth canteem mtg.
that why. ohwell.
what a silly boy he is.
always putting his passion 1st then his health.
ohwell.
but i can understand.
for someone's passion, they can sacrified almost anything.
in his case, his health.
i dun blame him, but at least he gotta take care of himself.
i really cant afford to see him suffer and get sick.
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sweetheart.
if you are reading this,
pls, do take care of urself alrite.
drink lots of water.
im really worries about you.
i really dun wanna see u suffer.
it really hurt me seeing you like that.
((: love you ((:
bought a new spect.
so pretty. its red and black.
so nice ((;
cool rite ((: